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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
10:23 pm - Job => ($_$)
Hello everyone, I've been working a lot these days which makes me lack of fun. But since I received my money, I'm thinking of what items I should purchase?

Anyway, $ makes me happier. :)

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Tuesday, June 28th, 2005
6:46 pm - How is everyone doing?
Hi, it's Rydia here. How are you guys/girls doing?
Me, I'm doing ok...I guess. The weather is being crazy these few days.
It's HOT and I can't stand the heat of the sun!

Anyway, how is vgmp3 people doing and you guys/girls doing?

See ya later guys/girls ;)
~Rydia~

current mood: okay

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Monday, June 20th, 2005
7:55 pm - Color means something in life
The red, full of love and prosperity.
The orange, all the hurt we endure.
The yellow, all the joy in life which makes us smile.
The green, all the envy we may feel for someone.
The blue, all the sadness we feel.
The indigo, all the pain we are put through.
The violet, all the forgiveness we are granted with.

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Saturday, June 11th, 2005
4:25 pm - I'm not dead yet.
Hello everyone, I just want to say that I am still alive. Life is hard these days... anyway back to my job. See ya later everyone.

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Friday, May 13th, 2005
11:35 am - Stolen from Satans Blob
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------

-- THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: A pair of girl shoes
-- YOUR EYES: Dark Brown
-- YOUR WEAKNESS: "Shy, clumsy, and easily get sad sometimes"
-- YOUR FEARS: My future
-- ONE THING YOU'D LIKE TO ACHIEVE: Have a good friendship with my friends

-----------------WHAT IS------------------

-- YOUR THOUGHTS FIRST WAKING UP: "Yawn"
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: Hair.
-- THE FIRST FEATURE YOU NOTICE IN THE SAME SEX: Clothes
-- YOUR BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: I don't know.
-- YOUR BEDTIME: When I am tired.
-- YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: Never swear words
-- YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: I forgot...

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- PEPSI OR COKE: I like both.
-- MCDONALD'S OR BURGER KING: Burger King but preferably no fast-food
-- SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Single
-- ADIDAS OR NIKE: Whatever.
-- CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Vanilla
-- CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: Still both

-----------------DO YOU------------------

-- SMOKE: I HATE SMOOOOOOOKE!!!
-- CUSS: Nope
-- TAKE A SHOWER EVERYDAY: Almost
-- HAVE A CRUSH(ES): .....
-- WHO ARE THEY: They?
-- DO YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE?: .....I guess so...
-- WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: I am in college right now.
-- LIKE HIGH SCHOOL: High school was MUCH MORE RELAX and EASY than college.
-- WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes
-- TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS: ?????????
-- GET MOTION SICKNESS: Maybe....
-- THINK YOU'RE ATTRACTIVE: I guess so.
-- THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: Not always, I'm easy to get sick.
-- GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Not for now...
-- LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Hmm, thunderstorm are scary.
-- PLAY AN INSTRUMENT: Flute

----IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU----

-- DRANK ALCOHOL: Yep
-- SMOKE(D): NEVVERR!
-- DONE A DRUG: Nope
-- HAVE SEX: Nope
-- MADE OUT: Nope
-- GO ON A DATE: Nope
-- GO TO THE MALL: Yes
-- EATEN SUSHI: Yes, only 1 roll of sushi
-- BEEN ON STAGE: Nope
-- BEEN DUMPED: Yes
-- GONE SKATING: Nope
-- MADE HOMEMADE COOKIES: I'm too lazy to make some cookies.
-- BEEN IN LOVE: >.> <.<
-- DYED YOUR HAIR: Yes
-- STOLEN ANYTHING: Nope

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- FLOWN ON A PLANE: Yep "twice."
-- MISSED SCHOOL BECAUSE IT WAS RAINING?: not really
-- TOLD A GUY/GIRL THAT YOU LIKED THEM?: .....
-- CRIED DURING A MOVIE?: Yes
-- EVER THOUGHT AN ANIMATED CHARACTER WAS HOT?: Hmm, yeah
-- HAD AN IMAGINARY FRIEND: Yes
-- BEEN ON STAGE?: Nope
-- CUT YOUR HAIR: Well, once in a while
-- HAD CRUSH ON A TEACHER?: No
-- PLAYED A GAME THAT REQUIRED REMOVAL OF CLOTHING?: Nope
-- BEEN TRASHED OR EXTREMELY INTOXICATED: No
-- BEEN CAUGHT "DOING SOMETHING": Nope
-- BEEN CALLED A TEASE: Nope
-- GOTTEN BEATEN UP?: Nope
-- BEEN IN A FIGHT: Nope
-- SHOPLIFTED: Nope

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- AGE YOU HOPE TO BE MARRIED: I don't know...
-- NUMBERS AND NAMES OF CHILDREN: I don't know yet...
-- DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING: Marry in a romantic place
-- HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE?: Anything not to painful
-- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?: Mother
-- WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT?: http://www.vgmp3.com/smf/index.php/topic,9817.0.html

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------

-- BEST EYE COLOR: I don't care.
-- BEST HAIR COLOR: I don't care.
-- SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Not too short, not too long.
-- BEST HEIGHT: Taller than me
-- BEST WEIGHT: Heavier than me
-- BEST FIRST DATE LOCATION: I don't know.
-- BEST FIRST KISS LOCATION: I don't know.

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------

-- NUMBER OF BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS YOU'VE HAD: 0
-- NUMBER OF KISSES YOU'VE GIVEN: 0
-- NUMBER OF DRUGS TAKEN ILLEGALLY: 0
-- NUMBER OF PEOPLE I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE: 5
-- NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: 2 for both ears (earings)
-- NUMBER OF TATTOOS: 0
-- NUMBER OF TIMES MY NAME HAS APPEARED IN THE NEWSPAPER?: 0
-- NUMBER OF SCARS ON MY BODY: 0
-- NUMBER OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: A lot..

----------------FAVORITES--------------- -

-- SHAMPOO: No favorites
-- FAV COLOR: Green, Blue, Red
-- DAY/NIGHT: Night
-- SUMMER/WINTER: Falls
-- LACE OR SATIN: None
-- FAVE CARTOON CHARACTER: Pikachu
-- FAVE FOOD: Spaghetti, rice, bread, etc...
-- FAVE MOVIES: Titanic
-- FAVE SPORT: Badminton, swimming

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

-- WEARING: blue/red shirt, blue skirt
-- DRINKING: Water
-- THINKING ABOUT: Future
-- LISTENING TO: Tales of Symphonia Soundtrack

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

-- CRIED: Nope
-- WORN JEANS: Nope
-- MET SOMEONE NEW ONLINE: Yes
-- DONE LAUNDRY: No
-- DROVE A CAR: Nope
-- TALKED ON THE PHONE: Yes

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------

-- YOURSELF: Yes
-- YOUR FRIENDS: Yes
-- SANTA CLAUS: When I was young...
-- TOOTH FAIRY: Nope.
-- DESTINY/FATE: Yes, it's a tale of destiny or a threads of fate.
-- ANGELS: Yes
-- GHOSTS: Only when it is dark
-- UFO'S: Not really
-- GOD: Maybe..Maybe not...:S

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

-- DO YOU EVER WISH YOU HAD ANOTHER NAME?: Yeah
-- WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS ACTS THE MOST LIKE YOU?: I don't know.
-- WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST OF YOUR FRIENDS?: Jessica, but now she moved away.
-- ARE YOU CLOSE TO ANY FAMILY MEMBER?: Not really
-- WHO DO YOU HANG AROUND THE MOST?: Internet people
-- WHEN HAVE YOU CRIED THE MOST: When my friends dad died in the hospital, I cried and cried....and still sometimes I dreamnt about the event and it makes me cried again.
-- WHAT'S THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD?: Peace
-- WORST FEELING?: Being betrayed by someone you trust a lot
-- WHAT TIME IS IT NOW?: 12:21pm

________________________________________ _____________________

+CURRENT+

CURRENT MOOD: Pensive
CURRENT MUSIC: Standing the Pain
CURRENT TASTE: Dryness
CURRENT HAIR: Normal hair
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: *Yawning*
CURRENT SMELL: Air
CURRENT THING I OUGHT TO BE DOING: typing my CV
CURRENT WINDOWS OPEN: this window, vgmp3 window
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: A black screen
CURRENT BOOK: Newspaper only...not a book
CURRENT JOB: None

+DO I/HAVE I EVER+

HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK?: Yes
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE?: Nope
STILL LOVE HIM/HER: Skip
READ THE NEWSPAPER?: I am currently reading it.
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER?: Maybe...
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS?: Maybe...
CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE?: Nope
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL?: Not really
HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?: Coffee Chrisp
DO WELL IN SCHOOL?: Ok....
WEAR HATS?: Nope
CLOSE FRIENDS?: Yes, if they consider me as a close friend.
WISH ON STARS?: Maybe
LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: .....:S
CARE ABOUT LOOKS?: Looks of what?

+ARE YOU A+
WUSS: no
DRUGGY: Nop
DAYDREAMER: Yes
FREAK: Yes
DORK: Maybe
BITCH/ASSHOLE: No
BRAT: no
SARCASTIC: No
SHY: Yes
TALKATIVE: Depends my mood
ADVENTUROUS: Yes
JOKER: No

+LAST+ [finally]

LAST BOOK YOU READ: Naruto Volume 15
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW: The Grudge
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: Water
LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: Yesterday night
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Yesterday night

current mood: okay
current music: Random music...

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11:22 am
Ok, exams are almost finished. My relationship between my family is still not so great....
I have the feeling that one of my friend is totally ignoring me now. In the past, she always phoned me and we always made activities together... Last time, she invites me to be with her but she prefers to talk to the other people. So I feel a little bit rejected. Is it because I've made something wrong whichI've displeased her? I just have no idea...for now...

Now, I am currently typing my CV and I will find a job soon. I am in need of money now because I have a goal.

current mood: determined
current music: Tales of Symphonia - Collet ~ It is Sad~

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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
11:07 am - Hmm...
I've found something like that...while I was searching stuff in the Internet.

Dear:
[ ] Clueless Newbie
[ ] Loser
[ ] Spammer
[ ] 12 year old
[ ] Pervert
[ ] Nerd
[ ] l337 d00d/"vet"
[ ] Other: illegal immigrant

You Are Being Flamed Because
[ ] You posted a Nudity thread (anime or normal).
[ ] You whine like a *****.
[ ] You bumped a thread from the last page.
[ ] You started an off-topic thread.
[ ] You posted a "YOU ALL SUCK" message .
[ ] You don't know which forum to post in.
[ ] You posted false information (or lack thereof).
[ ] You posted something totally uninteresting.
[ ] You doubleposted.
[ ] You posted a message all written in CAPS (oR aLtErNaTe CaPs).
[ ] You posted a X > Y thread. LAME.
[ ] I don't like your tone of voice.

To Repent, You Must:
[ ] Give up your AOL Internet account
[ ] Bust up your modem with a hammer and eat it
[ ] Jump into a bathtub while holding your monitor
[ ] Actually post something relevant
[ ] Be my love slave
[ ] Apologize to everybody on this forum
[ ] Go stand in the middle of an intersection

In Closing, I'd Like to Say:
[ ] Get a life
[ ] Never post again
[ ] I pity your dog
[ ] I think your IQ must be 6
[ ] Take your crap somewhere else
[ ] Do us all a favor and jump into some industrial equipment
[ ] Go play Dress-Up Barbie Onlineā„¢
[ ] All of the above

current mood: pensive

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Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
9:02 am - New update!
Well, finally after almost a week, I haven't seen Clone appeared in MSN or in the forums. Maybe he is busy?

Anyway last Friday, after I've finished my class in college, I was about to leave but I've saw people playing video games in the auditorium. I've went to check it. It costs 2 dollars to play video games for all day. The 2 dollar were collected for the purpose for helping the poor children in the world. So I paid 2 dollar and I've went to play Super Smash Brother Melee and Mario Kart: Double Dash. After an hour, they said that they are organizing a tournament of Super Smash Melee. I've participate in the girl contest and I've won from all of the girls. They said to me: How do you do that? Wow! You are so good!....etc... Anyway, I didn't know that the winner of the tournament receives a prize. So yeah, I've received "Resident Evil Outbreak" for PS2 for the cost of 2 dollar. :S But the problem is that I don't have a PS2. So I might just give this game to one of my friend.

Yesterday, the strike had closed my school for all day. So I went to downtown and took a 6 hours of walk and viewing shops and such. When I finally arrived at home, I was so tired.

Today, it seems the forums is still in updates...so I can't view what's new...
My feet hurts when I walk because I overwalk yesterday. :S
My throat seems to hurt today even if I drink some water. Oh yeah, today is 21 degree Celcius which isn't really normal. :S Looks like summer is coming very fast.

current mood: pleased
current music: Wangan Midnight Maximum Tune 2 - Blue Blazes

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Thursday, April 14th, 2005
10:14 am - In deep trouble!
Monday morning, I was correcting a french essay for my friend Clone. I've took 1H20 to finish correcting his essay but I've saved on the C:. When I've finished correcting, I've went to my hotmail and I thought that I've sent him. But it seems that he didn't received it. And now, I just realized that I've save the file on the wrong directory.:S I've saved it on the C:. But all the files which I saved on C: will not exist anymore when I shut down the PC. So yeah, I've made a mistake and I made someone in trouble because I think he must submit his essay at yesterday. :(

So yeah, I've made a big mistake. I've thought to re-correct the essay again but it seems that the essay link doesn't work today and yesterday. Clone will punish me when he'll see me. :S

current mood: uncomfortable

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Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
1:45 pm - Re-Update my LJ
Hi everyone, it's been long time I haven't update it.
Ok, today I've went to college in the morning to go to my class. After class, I've chatted with Trin (She's very fun and interesting to chat with.). After that, I've went to the new forums I've registered in April Fools Day. The new forums is about Harvest Moon. But when I went to the forums today, the webmistress got banned from his forums by a hacker/spammer. So she lost all control of the forum. :S
That's not funny. Let's hope that the webmistress regain her power.

And now, I think I am going to go eat my lunch.

current mood: good
current music: Donkey Kong Country 2 - Spinning Barrel Wharf

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Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
11:24 am - Events: Back from my study break///Easter Day///Bboombotz is closing.
Finally, I'm back to school. I've got a study break for a week which I enjoyed and relaxed. So yeah, I didn't touch my PC for almost a week.

The Easter Day was ok. In the morning, I was with my friends and we made some activities together. At supper time, I went supper with my family. I've received some good chocolates. Yummy!

Today, I've just noticed that Bboombotz is going to close due to lack of active members. So yeah, most of the members will be gone. Everyone will choose their own path where they would go. That's sad.

current mood: okay
current music: Chrono Trigger OSV - At the Bottom of Night

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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
10:26 am - Happy St-Patrick Day!
Today is the green day the St-Patrick day. I'm wearing a green shirt. I think there will be some activities in my college and I think it would be fun to see people make activities. I could also go make some activities which wouldn't required my left arm because it still hurts. So yeah, Happy St-Patrick day everyone!;)

current mood: amused
current music: Donkey Kong Country 2 - Honey Adventure

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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
11:20 am - Stolen from Terminus_13 quiz
that asshole [info]blobofthebeast gone and said that they saw me talking to [info]solis_raige and backstabbing [info]sora_kitsune_ko.

Oh yeah. dad was totally unfair to me the other day and now now I can't go to the mall with people :-(.

What sucks is that Sunday at work I got in a huge fight with [info]the_eversor.

Hey and know what? everybody has asked why I'm leaving the anime fandom but the answer is simple: Some of you know who you are and why I'm leaving FOREVAR.

This entry automatically generated by the LJ Drama Generator!

Totally non-sense...:S

current mood: blah
current music: Chrono Cross - Star Stealing girl

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10:14 am - Donate blood again?
Today, my college is collecting blood of volunteer students to try to help people who needs it. There's already a lot of people who volunteers and who is waiting in line to donate. So yeah, I think I will also donate. I'm scared but it's worth it if it could save people lives. Life is so precious and fragile.

Hmm, should I donate now or after my last class?

current mood: anxious
current music: Guardian Angel - Sousei

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10:10 am - Poem "Don't"
Don't

Don't touch me
My skin is cold
Don't touch me
My hand wont hold

Don't try to comfort
I don't need your sympathy
Don't try to comfort
I don't need your pity

Don't worry about me
I can make it on my own
Don't worry about me
I can be alone

Don't speak to me
I don't need a word
Don't speak to me
You've been heard

Don't think about me
Don't let me in your thought
Don't think about me
You had your shot

Don't try to console
Your comfort isn't strong
Don't try to console
Because you know your wrong

current mood: uncomfortable
current music: Chrono Trigger OST - At the Bottom of Night

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9:44 am - Stolen from Mako
1. What time is it? 9:44am
2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: Noemi
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1. What time is it? 9:44am
2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: Noemi <can't mention for the rest>
3. Nicknames: Rydia
4. Piercing: Only wearing earings
6. Eye color: Brown
7. Place of birth: Somewhere in Canada
8. Favorite food: Too much to mention
9. Ever been to Africa? Nope
10. Ever been toilet papering? Eh?
11. Love someone so much it made you cry? Hum....Yeah
12. Been in a car accident? Not me
13. Croutons or bacon bits? I don't know.
14. Favorite day of the week: Friday
15. Favorite restaurants: Forgot the name
16. Favorite flower: Red Roses
17. Favorite sport to watch: No more hockey sports :(
18. Favorite Drink: Shirley Temple
19. Favorite Ice cream: Vanilla Ice Cream
20. Disney or Warner Bros? Disney
21. Favorite fast food restaurant: Harvey's maybe...?
22. What color is your bedroom carpet? Red/Brown
23. How many times did you fail your driver's test? NONE, didn't make the test yet
24. Before this one, from who did you get your last e-mail? LegatoBlueSummers
25. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? EBgames
26. What was the last movie you saw? Spiderman 2
27. What do you most often do when you are bored? Viewing forums, chatting, reading mangas.
28. What is your bedtime? Between 10:30pm-12:01am
29. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? That's not an email.
30. Who is the person you sent this to that is the least likely to respond? I just took it from Mako.
31. Favorite TV shows: The Price is Right
32. Last person you went out to dinner with: My friends
33. Favorite car: Maybe a Subaru Impreza WRX STi
34. What are you listening to right now? Final Fantasy IV OSV - Cry in Sorrow (Sadness Theme)
35. Your favorite color? Green, Blue, Red
36. Lake, Ocean or river? Lake
37. How many tattoos do you have? None
38. Time you finished this thingy? 9:59pm


current mood: lonely
current music: Final Fantasy IV OSV - Cry in Sorrow (Sadness Theme)

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Monday, March 14th, 2005
10:54 am
Ok, it's time to update my journal since it's been a week. Ok, today I am not feeling very well. I don't know why but I am feeling a little bit sad and I have no idea why it happens to me sometimes. It's not because of coffee effect since I didn't drink one today. So yeah, I am feeling sad for nothing.

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current mood: sad
current music: Xenosaga - Pain

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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
11:17 am - No more Internet at home.
Hi to everyone, I must announced that I don't have Internet anymore for a short period. (Maybe 1-2days) We must re-new our membership Internet. I think it will cost approximately 400$ for a year. Anyway, if you don't see me at nights, don't worry, I'm still alive. ;)

Just need the time to re-new my membership Internet access.

Anyway, I've found another music that I am addicted it to it.:P
The music is only a demo music which last only a minute. The name of the game is Wangan Midnight Maximum Tune. People who lies disco/dance will absolutely like this one.

http://www.namco.co.jp/aa/am/vg/wanganmaxi/mp3/drivers_delight.mp3

Enjoy!

current mood: complacent
current music: Maximum Tune - Drivers Delight

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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
11:38 am - Cold as death outside.
Today morning, it was way too cold outside. It was about -30 Degree Celcius (wind included). I was freezing to death while I was waiting to the bus outside. Brr... I should bring a scarf with me.:S
I've just finished my first class and now I'm doing a homework. That's all.

Oh yeah, I've found a remix of a Super Smash Brothers Melee. For people who wants to listen to it. Here you go: http://www.waldoman.com/ssbm.mp3


Enjoy!

current mood: Wah! It's cold here!
current music: Super Smash Brother Melee Remix

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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
9:00 am - A Poem - Inner Demons
Inner Demons

Hidden cries in the night
Tears leave trails on his face
He fights a lonely fight
In a dark and hidden place

Demons hidden deep inside
They battle to be known
Inside his body they collide
He fights the demons alone

They try to eat at his soul
Chip away at his beating heart
He is slowly losing control
His body is falling apart

He is losing the war
He fought so hard to win
He has no strength anymore
The demons have settled in

They move from the inside out
Slowly prying away at his will to exist
Taking from his all he was about
Their place in his he can no longer resist

His spirit will never again be whole
He'll stop the fight and give
So he can be within his own soul
And somehow find a way to live

current mood: sad
current music: Christmas NiGHTS MerryLittleChristmas OC ReMix

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